Didn't know it had been this long since I posted. The Psy. added Wellbutrin to my med mix. Yes that is 3 meds for depression. ugh. It definately made a difference. Still not wanting to do anything, didn't realize this was how I felt almost a year ago. I don't feel the down feelings and irritability, but I just would rather not do anything. I am thinking some of it is due to my weight gain after having gastric bypass. It embarrasses me to no end. I don't want to see anyone beause I don't want them to know I gained weight after having surgery and losing so much. I am trying now to have a revision done. If insurance approves all my efforts I could have it in June. I have lost almost 20 on my own, but still have over 80 to lose. Pisses me off, why do i have to be so stupid and gain this weight back, why can't I get control of myself and stop eating for boredom, depression and every other reason. I do know that I understand the ability to gain your weight back after surgery and will try harder to keep it off this tme.