Like a roller coaster. That's what my mood feels like today. I don't want to do anything. Not even pay attention to the radio or road signs. It annoys me. I am bored though. I can't even get into my escape of reading.

It feels like I am "pushed". At times the push eases up and it is as if I can physically feel the release and I breathe a sigh and say ahhhh and feel a bit of peace. But as long as the "push" is there I stay in an agitated state.

this is where I have been today. Seems as though the push and release has happened more in one day. usually periods of days of push and then the release and "normal" days for awhile then the "push" returns.

Just looked up the word oppression cause that is what comes to mind. Miriam webster says : a sense of being weighed down in body or mind : depression I would have to say that is how I feel.