Dr. P. told me to stay on Ambilify. Did not think I was bipolar, just the depression worsening and improving. I am feeling much better today. Day 4 of Ambilify. Don't know if it is the meds or not. I have been here before. I guess time will only tell. We are hoping for the best. He gave me more samples and I will go back to see him in a month.
Oh and he did not mention weight. He did ask me again if I was taking the phentermine and I once again told him no that I had not taken any since the first time I saw him. He started to go into it again, but stopped. My prayers worked!
I am actually excited about going to the lake tomorrow. Haven't felt that in a while.
Also looking forward to a special service at a church I used to visit long ago. I guess I am letting my self hope some because I had gotten to the point where I did not try to do/plan anything. Like work on my walk with the Lord, work on keeping my house clean, work on being a good parent. I was merely doing all that I could to survive. That is not living to me.
Pray that this works and I can work on being the person I want to be, not merely existing and taking up space.
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