Just feeling irritable this AM. Don't really want to do anything. My moodscope score dropped back down as I knew it would cause I'm not feeling it today. Gotta go to psych. this afternoon. Called him to give me sample f Ambilify and of course he wanted to see me. I am not extrememly fond of him and would really rather just RUN and not have to deal with it, but if I want to get better I gotta take my meds and he has to prescribe them. He is rather pompous and if he discusses weight loss again I am gonna scream. I want to lose weight yes, but that is really not what my main issues are right now.
That is probably what has me on the down slope this am. I don't want to have to deal with him. It is hard for me to ask for help or anything and then for him to be pompus and not see I really want help I just can't get it out.
I'm gonna tell him though. I gonna explain all my symptoms and see if we can get closer to proper treatment.
Wish I could be off all day today but I don't have the time to take.
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